21 Hours

my eyes are shouting

my head is spinning

just barely breathing

in pain, i’m cringing

blowing balloons all night long

humming and dancing to my favorite song

silent coz i don’t know where to belong

white or black. right or wrong.

curling ribbons in my tired hands

sparkling magic in a whirl of my wand

in a minute i’ll sleep in a wonderland

lying carelessly in your hurting sand

tonight i’ll sleep forever

as i read your torn out letter

over and over and over

goodnight. see you in november.

February 11.2010.5:56PM