Confused...

I...

don't know what to do.

Am I jealous?

I don't understand...

I miss him.

But...

I was the first to let go...

Why?

Because I couldn't stop getting hurt.

Before...

Up 'til now...

The feeling of being ignored,

Not knowing if he cares at all,

'Coz in just a short span of time...

I think I don't know him anymore...

Everything has changed...

It's not anymore the same...

Mo more speaking, no more seeing,

Nothing at all.

And now it's over...

And there's a new one around...

I'm not sure of what I'm feeling...

I'm getting jealous somehow...

When will I stop hurting?

When will I forget?

The pain is still lingering

So long, I can't forget...

I already said goodbye...

But my heart can't stand to say it.

'Coz I think the feeling is still there.

For me, I love him still...