Content With Thing's You Never Ment

I have to see

I have to say Goodbye

I had to bleed

the pain of my father

you said to me,

when.....

"when, I'm gone

I'll say I

love you"

time is speeding up and I've

tried everything

in this life to forget

your meaning

time is speeding up and I've

tried everything

in these moments

to forgive,

and I do

the past will last

forever

but my present

won't

Which is the meaning

for a different future

But I guess it Always ends the same way

your just like a bird,

you migrate every winter

but with you,

it's years.....

and now

I feel no shiver's

from the winter's,

without you

the only shiver i feel

is those times when you were actually there

My only closure is up above

I know this hurt her,

but it hurt me too.....

seeing what I saw helped me

this helped me be the person i am,

someone who is not reliving,

your life style

So I must.....

forget

to forget,

you have to forgive

and to forgive.....

you have to had hurt

and for happiness,

we most all hurt

because thing's change.....

Now your time is up,

I've learned to be my own man,

without you.....

I breathe strong without your presence

but my last breath will be weak

Because, I will be asking for forgiveness

But from my one

and only

father

the Almighty