Crazy Inside

I don't always understand the things I do

But I know for sure that I love you

I can't suppress my depressing thoughts

And you let me turn to you for relief

You deal with my pain and try to make it better

But I feel even worse when I take my anger out on you

I've accused you of things I shouldn't have

Deep down I trust you but I still worry

I say things I don't mean so I'm not the one to get hurt

I fear of another broken heart

And even after all the crazy things I do

You still tell me that you love me

You're still there by my side

You hold me like I'm the only thing that matters

And I feel guilty for not always believing in you

But i'm still learning and with your help i'll be better

And i'll finally love you the way that you deserve