End Of An Era

I knew her once upon a time

Once upon a time I though she were this great girl

Cause to me I saw the sunshine

Have I been seeing a version of her my heart wanted to see?

Did she see a version of me that her eyes and heart were willing to see?

Its hard to believe that the coming and the ending of a friendship

Was a drastic one to end?

In the wee hours of the morning

I felt this slight shiver of not knowing why.

Of not knowing who the girl I saw in the daylight were

Were she always like that

Was the mere thought of me breaking her heart?

The cause of all this

I don’t think I am capable of loving someone to change like this

She is gone, I said my goodbyes

But yet I still tried to become friends with her yet again

Right now I am hurt

Her tongue hurts me

Hurt by what has come out of that heart I knew once

Hurt by how she has made me into a person

That would be so cowardly to warp her into my traps.

How common, the heart is cruel

I can’t understand how she could muster up

Someone that I am not

I am hurt by the mere fact she twisted things she has said to someone

I am hurt cause I once upon a time thought I loved her

I can go around wishing that she never came across my stories

I can go around wanting to save my heart from letting her enter it

I can go around seeking answers from deep within me

And the only outcome is this

She were never good enough for me

She were right, she isn’t meant for me

We were never anything

But how can I say all these things

How can I think it or question it

Cause she has made me a liar

She has taken my character and slaughtered my name

All I can say, she isn’t worth my time anymore.