Fake

I fake a smile, I fake a laugh

Maybe I am a fake, maybe I am half

A man, a person human being,

I am not being, just existing

In the wind I am twisting like a leaf

Floating on the winds of time

Seeming as if I am flying high when I am merely

Floating, drifting and powerless

Waiting to fall and waiting to rest

The unspoken apologies

lead to the unspoken forgiveness

leading to the outspoken sorrow

I fake a smile, I fake a laugh

Maybe I am fake maybe I am half

A heartbeat, half a tear, half the sound

Of I love you in your ear

Just I love,

I loathe you or I love you

Half a picture gives, half a tale

Gives half the reason for a lie

Half the excuse to fake half a smile ready to die

The unheard screams of pain

lead to the unheard cries of love

leading to the deafening whispers of good-bye