first...

many have told me

that you're not worthy of me

and that's good we're done

'coz we're not meant to be.

'coz they say you're a no good

and you're a chickboy

that though you have good looks

green-minded you are.

but still i loved you

still i fell

'coz i saw the good in you

and the sweetness was there.

i wanted someone to care

someone to love me as me

someone to hug and hold me tight

and say sweet words to me.

i thought i found it already

i thought that we would last

but then it started to change

you didn't treat me like that.

you've changed over the days

you started to care less

i was surprised when even one time

you shouted at me, nonetheless

i wish i gave you

a chance to have your say

to explain to me the problem

that you were having all day.

the reasons for your ignoring me

why you seemed to care less

the reasons for you not talking to me

and why you seem not to care.

still i love you

as a friend, i do

and i regret for not talking to you

but never did i regret

that fact that i said yes

because what would hurt more

is never experinecing

how you would love me.