happiness how is it defined

Could I be more obvious

Could I be more invisible to you

Does it feel good to be you

Are you happy?

I’ve never hated someone more

Never loved someone more

Are you happy

I wont make you happy

We wont work

But

If your happy

Scream

Lie

Constant lying

I want to hold you

Smell you

Get rid of you

Be mine

Want me

Stop hurting me

And I will stop hurting myself

I’m not happy

Are you?

I want to tell you

I’ve wanted to

I can’t stand the pain

Tears

Embarrassment

Are you worth it

No

Happiness

I love you

Desperate

And I can’t do it anymore

And you keep going until

Nothing

In more ways than one

Help me?