I Just Dont Know Anymore.

It just seems like evertime it's my fault.

That when things go wrong it just goes to a hault.

You turn your back and walk away from me,

When clearly you're just as much to blame, not just me.

I'm tired with all these problems, all these games.

It's driving me crazy, I'm going insane.

I don't understand what you want from me anymore,

Why do you break my heart over and over again,

Please ... no more...

I wake up every morning with that hangover feeling,

It makes me feel uneasy, it's awkward having.

I keep telling myself I'm going to be stronger,

I won't fall for this again.

But I'm here at the this spot,

Crying about these stupid moments, how are you my boyfriend ?

Why do you hold these pointless grudges,

You're the one fucking up this relationship,

Making this all harder.

All I want us to do is solve this like adults

But here I am standing, taking the fault.

Do you want to hear sorry ? Do you want me to throw myself at you?

I REALLY DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.

Because as I dwell upon these problems,

You just don't seem to care,or give me back that love too ...

I don't know why, I don't understand,

But I'm tired asking these questions,

Because you're not going to think the same.

It's time for me to think about myself,

Take the time to realise how I feel.

And stop caring about what you think,what I am to you,

Because at the end of the day

You're not going to think twice about this

The way I do,

Just is it really worth being with you?