i was

i was stuck between the truth and years of lies, to the world i emptyed my thoughts and to her my mind.

i was

trapped, tangled between what was and what is now, as reality couldnt fathom what i was, and my dream state made me believe that this was it.

i was ready,indecisively eager to or not to committe,living a life without remorse, losing all hope unguided by the oceans waves, watchin time take its course.

i admitt i was more then a foul then a realist, caught with my feet in the cement,now that ive finaly learnt to repent.

i was blinded by the brightest of lights, shadows secured my soul as the world unwined.lost between knowing and not, i flow thru time trying everything without giving up.

i was

traveling from here and now, trying to fit into the future when my present never allowed me to ask or find the answers to my hows

i was

a prisoner in my own mind,bounded by emotions,feelings that were to hard to climb.

as the mountains loomed over me i questioned.

i was once in a state but where we you,

you caused me to part away and leave the dreams i dreamt for days, had me spinning with the same thoughts day in day.

i was the only one person screaming and hearing myself scream how could this be,and why today

i was and iam now, the only person in life who can change another in this crowd.