if we're just friends

i wishi wasn't me

so you won't fall in love with me

you'd talk to me, and notice me

we'll just be friends, both you and me.

and then i'll love you secretly

think thoughts of you, won't make you see

the side effects you have on me

so cruel yet so enticingly sweet.

i'll melt at your touch but you'll never know

cause i'll bring up my walls, so fragile yet strong

your eyes so deep, so bright, so raw

with emotions hidden and shown to all.

i'll look at you but you'll never see

cause i won't let you to

because when you do, you'll shy away from me

like what you'r edoing now, it torments me.