lonely

In The Darkness of the Night.

Dear Moon Living up high , why tonight you feel so shy? Why tears fill your eyes ? please tell me without any lies…

Since two years and I'm celebrating this day with you , no other choices or plans I can do !

It's Valentine's day and I have no lover to celebrate , you and the darkness seem to be my fate !

Why do you look so sad My moon ? do you still feel lonely ? Do you feel bored of sitting with me ? I don’t know why I feel that everything and everyone feels bored of me , my pillow feels bored of my tears , the walls of my room feel bored of my loneliness . my mirror feels bored of the daily make up I use to hide the sad signs of my face , even my pen feels bored of the grieve of my words.

I feel so bored , there is no reason to talk , to dress , to wake up in the morning and smile, same stories and problems , Even you might run away cause I have so much to say.

I feel so bored of My running wheel , so what do you expect me to feel ?

No more valentine's gift I shall take , no more Love it's all fake, no more tears I shall cry if I'm a pagan I'd rather die.

But you're here My dearest moon up in the sky , even if so High but your beauty fills my heart and your light cheered my night , my Lovely moon we are meant to be in this lonely nigh just you and me , Celebrating lover's day though my love is so far away,

Wipe your tears so I could wipe mine , Maybe one day the sun will shine. Till next year we shall wait hope it will not be so late!

Happy Valentine's Day