Love

I run around in circles,

Trying to find love,

But as i keep pushing people away,

I no longer have what i've yearned,

To have feelings for others,

I'snt love tough?

I can't understand why i push them away,

Am i so scared,

Am i just inconsiderate,

Is this out of my hands,

Because i keep being so mean,

Killing my scene,

I'm left gobsmacked,

They no longer talk to me.

Why can't i show how i feel,

Why do i just deny,

Why can't i get someone to be by my side,

Am i immature,

Am i playing with love,

Why can't i admit how i am,

A person neglected with no love.