my love is lost

my tears turn dry and my anger awakened,

the memories spread through my heart,

infesting me like its an disease,

and the love i shared is not in me,

life on its own has no meanning.

the good in me is all evil now,

and darkness is my way out,

but thats what is expected,

and you became my number one nightmare,

my soul doesnt want to be there,

but its you alone who brings me here.

my beloved turns into my worst enemy,

but i wont hate you,

only because that is what you truly want,

but i will never return,

because our love is lost.