silent lies

If I melted my heart I'd drown in my tears...

If I searched for you I'd find regret & my fears.

There's a reason for everything, my heart wants to show

how much I love you... so much you don't know...

my mind is blank

my heart is numb

this door is shut

no tears will come

but behind this wall

I still can feel...

I just don't know

what's here...what's real

clouded with lies

fake smiles

and cries

trying to hold on

when I never took hold

I'm reaching...for something

our story never told

my hands are empty

and so is my heart

the numbing gets stronger

fear tears us apart

please tear down my wall

don't believe all my lies

my actions deceive

can you hear silent cries?

my heart races when I see you

and everyone disappears

do you know that you're the reason

my eyes have shed so many tears?

I can't catch a breath

I can't control my mind

you're the only one i want

but I'm wishing from behind

won't you please turn around

and open up your eyes?

my heart can't take more pain

or any silent lies.