THIS IS ME.

THIS IS ME.

it didnt happen

i am not here.

i am not listening

i do not care.

i will not stumble.

i will not find my way.

i refuse to see the light.

you can not save me now.

push me deeper into the dark.

cut off my legs, for i can not walk.

rip out my arms, for i can not reach.

poke out my eyes, for i can not see.

take away my voice, and forbid me to scream.

there is no way out of this.

i have traveled too far.

i can not and WILL NOT turn back now.

this guilt remains unfaded.

redemption can not save my soul.

I AM DOWN.

and i have accepted.

this feeling remains untamed;

running wild and free.

you can not lecture me.

the things you speak, pricks my heart; fear not.

I WILL HEAL.

the ways of your touch, tears me to pieces, fear not;

I NO LONGER FEEL.

i will not linger in this phase.

i will not dwell in your past, present, or future.

i will stay in this time being.

...this forever time-zone.

because NOW is the only time that i feel safe.

now - is the only time that i can let myself go.

now - i can finally breathe.

THIS IS ME.

take my many flaws.

my many walks, and talks.

my unexplained actions.

my mistakable ways.

TAKE ME FOR WHO I AM.

JUST KNOW...

you will never find perfection here.

you will never find soft and tender touches.

you will never find sweet and kind words.

you will never find love and happiness.

THIS IS ME.

IT DIDNT HAPPEN.

I AM NOT HERE.

I AM NOT LISTENING.

I DO NOT CARE.

YOU CAN FINALLY LET ME GO...

I AM, AND FOREVER WILL BE;

YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT.

THIS IS ME