Too Far

I feel as if the fear I feared,

does not exist,

As I grind my teeth,

and clench a fist.

The tears that fell,

could flow a lake,

and the thoughts I think,

are no mistakes.

Your letters and emails,

never went through,

leaving me thought-less,

with nothing to do.

When my friends all have boyfriends,

and kiss and make-out,

I will be writing a letter,

and sending it out.

We cannot kiss,

We cannot hug,

W cannot make-out,

tickle or bug.

I cannot touch,

smell or hear,

all of which,

would mean a deal.