Tore up, confused

Wonder why

all these days I cry

at home with all those tears

left alone for so many years

confused left to hang

out to dry

out to cry

Speechless with no words

I can't contain this anymore

I need to get out

closed in a box

only enemies have the locks

please let me out

I love you

I need you

I still want you

So confused

wonder why

I can't get you

I hate you

I don't want you

please help