trust and love

Trust and love they were the basis

But your heart it wore two faces

Made a stranger to my hearts knowing

Endless pain that kept on growing

Jealously I yearned to know

Every detailed to and fro

But you hadn't really burnt my heart

It was my issue from the start

I pushed and pushed until you fell

Into our private life of hell

We drank till dawn, and chased the sun,

We fucked, and fought, I thought I'd won

But I found you broken, lifeless, done

The pain I felt not like before,

I couldn't breathe I couldn't walk

Crippled with loss I felt

Ashamed at judgement I had dealt

I made may way down to the shore

I'd left my message here before

But this time the last I'd see the sun

My ocean swallowing the tortured one