Wanting To Be Hated

Hurricanes of thoughts

Invading each corner of my mind

Have left me powerless again

Puppet without a soul

Controlled by strings of death

Not knowing what he's doing

Force eternal in its being

One which can not be stopped

Is leading me to you

Gods of Olympus

In all their mighty glory

Can't break me now

Your silhouette I see

Perfectly dark inside

Few hundred yards is left

A sudden shriek inside my head

Shattering all of me apart

A voice out in the distance

I know it all too well

The demon's roar right there

Melting whats left of me away

His name I know and so do you

Oh God how much I hate it

The one who calls you his

Dissolved into the shadows

I back away and wait

My piercing eyes on him

My anger oozing from me

Destroying all far and near

Gaining control of me

My hate for him is vast

And yet nothing I wouldn't give

To be him, one thousand of a second