Wish You Ever Felt The Same

There were times , we were together

But my presence , never was for you to bother

For me though , it was a different feeling

It gave my life , a whole new meaning

Wish you could ever imagine what it meant to me

But maybe , I was never made with you to be

As my heart sways away , it takes me too

And it makes me do things , I otherwise would not do

Things which are good , and things which are evil

Things that finally lead to my downfall

Wish I was smart and wish I was wiser

When it came to emotions , which I was a miser

Today I realize you are far away gone

While me,left behind pondering: was this why I was born ?

As the night falls in , I get into a shell of sorrow

Only for these memories to haunt me again tomorrow