You think I would be over this

It's been four years

I think about you at least once a day

But today I thought about you more than that

This is the month when all hell broke loose

I fell for you

You fell for her

Then my life became a crumbling mess

I miss the life we had

You think I would be over this

But I'm in love

And love lasts an eternity

Your gone

The pain remains

It has just been so long

You think I would be over this

But I'm not

I still want you back

I still want to hear your voice

But it is not right

I need to let things be

Even though this is a tremendous struggle

Between my love for you

And sanity of myself

I must remain silent

Just let my heart be sore

You think I would be over this...